Hey guys n' ghouls it's me once again.
I've been a little under the weather this past week, but that's not keeping me down from my online activity. It's been quite a while since I last got a cold, roughly two and a half years, but it wasn't so bad. The first day had me getting this dizziness in walking as a phlegm cough developed, and about a week later the cough was gone, though I'm still feeling a bit iffy now and then when standing up.
I managed to work some days with it as well, even though I had to try and keep those coughs under my arm. But as far as that goes I'm a little disappointed that I never got around to a full-time scheduling yet, but supposedly happening later this month. I only mention it because I was having high hopes to have enough money after my bills were paid so I could order Majora's Mask 3D, but even groceries are keeping me behind, but I'll get it eventually.
As for something else that I dread to mention, a couple of weeks back I made an update status post on here getting all mopey with missing some old acquaintances that I once knew on GaiaOnline and on here. Using the little user tag feature by typing in :icon: with their name I kinda wanted to use that to see if one of them would come back and have the chance of adding me again. That user in particular was loverofmythology. No, I'm not going to use the tag again, and here's why....
See, when I posted the update status my intention was that I'd wanted to start things over with our friendship, if I could call it that. I originally had her added on here, Gaia, and Facebook as well. The problem? I wasn't giving her enough attention, and it's probably obvious to some of you. I have way too many friends to count. Some of them I'm able to talk to for the remainder of the day, while others I really don't get to talk to as much. Not so much my daily schedule keeping me behind, but that I have a life outside of the internet as well.
So with that said, after loverofmythology saw my post she became furious with how it sounded to her. In her eyes she saw it as offensive, like I was calling her out or something, when I'd told her how I'd really felt, but it just wasn't enough to convince her to come back. Eventually the conversation turned grim and shots were fired, with the aftermath being that she blocked me, and I deleted the update status post. I did try my best to reason with her about the situation that I was going through, but in the end it went from reunion to a surreal event.
Meggie, I apologize for putting you through this and acting like a tool in the process. Although you're likely to never see this journal, I hope you continue on with your life with me no longer in your grasp.
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